Sunday, August 7, 2011

Just a Couple of Things...

I’ve spent most of yesterday joining other websites.
I now have a Tumblr account and I FINALLY did something with my BLOGGER site.
I love Multiply.
I am comfortable with it and have developed quite a following there, (even if some don’t choose to comment, it means a lot that they find me interesting).
But there comes a time when you have to “leave the nest” and see if you have what it takes to make it in other forums.
I still Blog as a cleansing to my soul…but I’d be lying if I didn’t acknowledge the input from those who frequent the Blog.
If you’re interested in how I’m doing on the other sites I’ve joined, go and pop your head in on me sometime.
The words “Tumblr” and “BLOGGER” are links.
I’m feeling that Drake Song Marvin’s Room.
It’s first on the play list in my Welcome Box on My Multiply Site.
Drake is one of the few rappers that I can actually listen to.
I guess because he does more of that monotone singing stuff than rapping.
It works for me though.
It’s now 3:38am and I have officially talked myself out of going to church.
I told myself I would go next Sunday, and I will.
I just don’t feel up to it making such a commitment so fast.
But I promised myself I would work on become a better Tammie…
And Tammie,
Needs to be more spiritually grounded.
Not just to meet a Christian man, but for herself.
I’ve told three people about the Message and the revelation I received after watching it.
I sent two of them an email of the link.
I broke up with the school guy.
He seemed disappointed.
I told him I still wanted to be his friend and I meant that.
It would be nice to have someone to do things with.
But in the same token, I can’t move forward with baggage.
When I got up this morning, I felt ashamed that I didn’t do anything to change.
I feel like my mind is changing, but I need to ACT upon that change.
I have become comfortable with my routine…basically sitting on the couch on the weekend until it’s time to go to work.
If I want change in my life, I NEED TO MOVE.
Like they say  on my Tae Bo DVD…”You gotta give something to get something.”
Most people change their routine because they want results…
I used to feel guilty about wanting things from God because I felt I wasn’t worthy.
But it’s natural to want change.  …That’s the whole reason people become Christians and act on their faith.
They…Want…Change…
This morning I turned on the T.V. and I saw a T.V. ministry.
It’s local.
And to my astonishment, the Pastor talked about procrastination.
He basically said nothing’s going to change unless you do.
I looked up his church online and not only is it local, but they have a single’s ministry.
Something to Think About…
Or not think about…Just do!

2 comments :

  1. I'm in that stage of my life now. I want to change because I realize I'm worthy!

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